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i don't want to be alone 2007-04-13 4 1:04 a.m. one surgery down, one to go - why the fuck am i so tired? it's a shell. a flimsy little facade. this notion that i am a rock strong independent woman capable of handling any obstacle, every crisis. it's nothing more substantial than the hollow shell of a chocolate easter bunny, millimeters of cocoa that crumble under pressure. fuck, my cracks are showing. and underneath, it's nothing but a quivering vulnerable little mush of a girl who just wants to be held and comforted and soothed. this is how it's been all along. yet i won't allow myself to collapse. i feel i can't. but i want to so badly. and i'm so fucking alone. previous - next