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think less 2007-04-13 4 8:33 p.m. i think i need to buy some coloring books. i need something to keep my brain calm. i found myself doodling on the back of a magazine for an hour tonight. little pictures of boxed in people and squiggles like barbed wire - subtle huh? a handful of people called me for my birthday two days ago, i have no energy to return any of the calls. i just wish there was a sign i could hang - something like, "giant crisis occurring" - so i wouldn't have to do major things like classwork and studying and choosing internships and contacting important people. cause my brain just doesn't feel up to it. my brain feels up to doing mindless things like playing games online and doodling on magazines for hours on end. my mind doesn't want to think. "let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder, don't you know the hardest part is over, let it in, let your clarity define you, in the end we will only just remember how it feels, our lives are made in these small hours, these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate, time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain, let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you, let it shine, until you feel it all around you, and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end.." (rob thomas) previous - next