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what i won't get
2007-04-25
4 6:06 p.m.

i am so fucking tired of making all the decisions for this family - does my sister come home? do we need a nurse? can my mother stay in a hospital waiting room all day?
i am so fucking tired of being responsible - always there, always on my toes, always on top of things.
i am so fucking tired of being:
caretaker, nurse, cook, housekeeper, communicator, relator, de-stresser, mediator, daughter, step-daughter, sister, student, worker, god everything.
i'm so damn tired.
what i would really like, on this rainy wednesday, is to climb back in bed, have someone curl up with me, maybe stroke my hair while i take a nice restful nap. that's all i really want.

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