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gonna watch you shine, gonna watch you grow 2007-05-24 4 12:33 a.m. driving home tonight at midnight, through my little town all dark and mostly quiet, i can really believe that concept that the universe is a giant catalog of items just waiting to be picked by me. that jeep on the corner at that dealership - it'll be mine. those visions of doing silly things with a boyfriend like running through sprinklers timed to go off in the middle of the night and water a business park field - all real, all mine, maybe soon. ideas that i'm surrounded by an insanely beautiful and wonderful world - i turn into snow white, attracting deer and bunnies all along my quiet road home. all i gotta do is intend it, and i'll have what i want. nights like tonight i think that that's gonna be easy. it's like that idea that the world doesn't exist until it's perceived by someone. it's as if the world is on pause until i drive into it, singing along to my paul simon, observing all around me. and that's when it feels like it's waiting for me, and that's when i feel like i can have it all. previous - next