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unfulfilled 2007-05-29 4 1:06 a.m. i always think i need too much. comes from a childhood of never getting what i wanted i suppose - none of the attention, none of the reassurance, none of the love. so now even the good things i get i can find lacking, because it's not big enough, huge enough, to fill a hole that has been a lifetime in the making. and i feel like i can't ask for it to be filled, that i'm wanting too much, expecting too much. and perhaps i am. but it doesn't stop the childish longing for it to happen. "and when you find, you're spending your time, wanting for words but never speak, you tell yourself that the things you need come slow, but inside you just don't know... hold on to anything, everything's over and done, has the fear taken over you, tell me is that what you want to make up your life..." (good ole rob thomas) previous - next