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there are many things i'd like to say to you, but i don't know how 2007-06-19 4 9:27 p.m. i wanted this. i wanted a slow evening alone. i've been on the go for three weeks solid. every night out. every day packed. but tonight, just rambling with my thoughts, i'm not doing well. i feel like i'm fucking up everything. the weight of the summer is pressing in on me and i just can't handle it. i want to be left alone. i want a sign. i want to connect with someone. i want to know. i want to escape. i want to be saved. i am screwing this up pretty bad. and i'm scared. i'm bad at this - and it's not one of those things where you practice and you get better. for me, the more i try at it, the worse i feel about myself. previous - next