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trying to learn
2007-09-30
4 10:41 p.m.

september is over. how did that happen?
things were on the right track, but somehow they got derailed.
the guy's known me a month yet he's already figured out my biggest flaw. i didn't realize my transparency. yes, i think too much, i overanalyze, i worry, i stress myself out. my brain breaks apart from my body and blocks everything else out.
i'm trying very hard to just be here in the present, to not let the snowballing future obliterate all the space in my head. i'm trying to just let my body take charge these days - have faith that it'll take me where i need to go.
i'm trying, but i couldn't tell ya if i'm succeeding.

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