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please please bring peace 2007-11-08 4 8:43 p.m. fight or flight. it's the most basic of human survival instincts. so why do i always choose flight? why do i never stay and fight? simple - i've been taught that i'll never win. so why bother fighting? and i've seen the horrible ugliness that happens not only to the fighter but also the fightee if flight isn't chosen. and so i tend to just curl up and wait for the pain. even if it's not a direct attack, it wounds all the same. and at the core of all this is probably my supreme fear of change. i wish i wasn't so scared of it, but i am. the more i face it, the more i feel defeated. when i don't feel competent, there's little chance of success in my brain. and when things are changing, i never feel in control. vital vital bits to my view of the world. things that without, i'm hopelessly adrift. previous - next