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i'm starting to believe in a future 2007-11-21 4 9:57 p.m. ever laugh while you're crying? crazy feeling but today so oddly appropriate. and i actually felt good afterwards. the simple reason for it? i finally have hope. hope for the holidays - not so much for this year, but for future ones, near future ones. and it has been so goddamn long since i've had hope. but i'm ready for change. true, it's scaring me thinking of what january may bring, but i'm ready to be terrified. it's that feeling of knowing you're gonna leap off some cliff cause there's exciting stuff on that other cliff just across the way. and sure, you may crash and burn, you might not make it all the way over there, you may slam into the wall instead, but you gotta at least try, or you'll definitely never get to the other side. and i want so bad what's on the other cliff, that right now i'm willing to risk the painful miss that could occur. but i have high hopes that i'll nail it with a solid 10 point landing instead. previous - next