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empty and wanting to be filled 2008-08-04 4 10:53 p.m. just once i'd like to find an emotionally stable person. that is ridiculous coming out of a now-certified counselor's mouth, but that is how i feel. just once, i'd like to have a friend who is not an emotional wreck. just once, i'd like to meet someone who does not find crisis and catastrophe around every corner. just once, i'd like someone to come into my world who has the capacity to offer me stability and support and other things i've been searching for - someone who - while not dysfunction-free (i know that's too improbable to ask for in today's day and age) but at least has their dysfunction in check enough to be aware of those around them and be able to offer themselves to others. i have become so greedy in my old age. we are adults tho, are we not? are we not by this point in our lives conscious of our quirks, our flaws, and our strengths? don't we know yet how to give and receive in our interactions with others? why do i feel like i am the only one giving and others are just taking all i have and giving nothing in return? previous - next