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i am sucking up my life big time i have wasted a lot of days. i don't even make to do lists anymore. at least in the beginning, i used to, even though i never got around to completing a whole bunch on the list. now i just waste days - just go from couch to computer to bed, getting no single productive thing done. i don't even know what i should be doing. what the hell do i want from life right now? i want it to quit sucking but beyond that i got no idea which way to go. which makes me the worst kind of pet peeve type of person i hate - the one who just bitches about it all, yet does nothing to change a goddamn thing. i have lost motivation, and aim, and direction, and passion. ugh. |