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is this the bottom of the barrel? again? 2009-05-23 4 10:16 p.m. i am so tired of this life. there is just no joy left in it. i gotta stop spending time with my mother. granted, it was for her birthday - or rather, a few days before her bday - but i just can't do it. it just sucks all the strength - mental, emotional, physical, all of it - right outta me. i am so bitchy and downtrodden about everything. i have no optimism left - not a speck, not a smidge - it's the most terrifying feeling ever honestly. i have no hopes for my career prospects, my relationships - the friends who don't call me back, the boyfriend who i bicker with over completely useless little nothings, my family's sanity and unity, my car's health, my own health ... my life. i just don't forsee anything going well for me, cause things have gone so very not well for so very long. i just wanna be somebody's priority for once. maybe it's time for the lexapro. previous - next