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you are not alone
it's funny how mother nature can be in sync with every mood without you ever realizing it. the whole last few weeks have been pouring rain and gray - the last week in particular while i have been waiting has been dark. and then friday came... i had just about resigned myself to my unappealing fate. i was just about ready to give up, even though a deep part of me was shocked to have not at least gotten a phone call, i was sad but dealing. and then i got the call, got the interview, and my whole world was a turmoil. and then mother nature was a turmoil - the most violent storm hit my town - huge piles of hail stones on the ground, wind that blew the rain in the windows so bad everything was soaked, and took out the power for over 10 hours. and then today... poof... beautiful skies, blue and clear with only tiny puffy little white clouds. and that's how my head feels - so much better, so much clearer, with only tiny little worries now - i've gotten the interview. the gods, and the fates, and my stepdad and perhaps michael jackson, have all been up there in the cosmos looking out for me. so the hard part is done, now i just gotta lock in the interview and get the job. i will be prepared. i will do it. i feel much stronger about myself with just this one thing going right. cause all you need is one thing to turn it all around. i really believe that. |